Last weekend, Malen and I had this conversation sa Viber. We were arguing discussing about love and commitment. No one will ever dare question our closeness but when it comes to love, we are always on the opposite side of the situation and we really have different opinions on how to go about our respective relationships.
Yeah, for me that's love.. loving someone more than you love yourself.. so compromise is just one step behind of giving your all. Pero I don't always compromise agad. Actually, most of the time, I fight for what I think is right and best muna. Kaso pag di umubra at masisira na totally ang relationship, then comes compromise.
But one this is for sure, I'm never afraid to get hurt, basta give lang ng give. Loka-loka lang ang peg kasi nga hatest question ko ang "what if". Sabi ni Malen baka daw magkaiba kasi kami ng up-bringing. Well siguro nga factor un. Baka kaya I'm so brave to get hurt kasi I was showered of so much love and I know na I will never be sagad-to-the-bones-lonely kasi I will always have the most awesome family and friends behind me. Super blessed lang talaga.
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Sana kahit ilang years pa ang dumaan, when I ask her kung ako pa rin tong nasa description nia, sana she'll always say "yes" pa rin.
Cai naman gave me an unexpected letter na late ko na nabasa dahil I rarely read my personal email. Sabi nia:
I don't get really mushy with things like this with you very often but yeah I will right now - I am damn lucky you're one of my bestfriends :) I really couldn't imagine life without you and malen and roanne. Thank you so much!! You deserve all the blessings that God is giving you right now because you're a wonderful and very loving person. I like how you would always see the good in every person and in every situation. I actually admire your inner strength, despite all the struggles you've been through you've manage to always come out really strong! :)
I must be doing something right in my life to deserve friends like these three lovely ladies.

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