Sunday, January 18, 2015

A Silent Sanctuary

There have been some announcements from the higher management in my office regarding my work locations.  It's not like they gave me a lot of options, but it is something I would need to confirm about. When they first told me about it, I gave them a big and resounding "NO".  But they were very mapilit and kept on telling me that I am their "best" and they need to send me to a region where they can maximize my skills.  Sounds so selfish of them.  I felt so alone, except for Nina who has been helping to get my points raised.

Nakakaloka to think about it. There are even days when I wanted to scream and just cry.  I just felt that I was being punished for working hard because all other supervisors had the option to choose where they want to be assigned and I am left with no choice.

UNFAIR.

Then B skipped classes and brought me to this special place in Tarlac.  The road to get there is not for someone who is just starting to learn how to drive, it is rough and steep.  Good thing our PotPot is new and very reliable. 

The place is such a silent sanctuary where you could sincerely pray and "feel" His answers.  As for me, I felt that He is again trying to teach me to just have a leap of faith and to trust that His plans are always better than mine. 

 
I know in the His right time,  I will have the answers to my questions.